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My Dreamz

2008-07-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

My dream had been set seen i was small...many people will unbelieved with my dream when i told them i want to be a police..
ya i know now Malaysia's police only know eat bribe..but my dream not became malaysia police ya..is INTERNATIONAL POLICE "INTERPOL"...haha..think many people dunno what is interpol..maybe u can go www.interpol.int to check more about it.
When i was small, i keep walk along the road with the dream of police..i learn a lot for police, how to be? need what? or skill?..that's y i love detective conan.. it teach me how to solve cases...haha..now i study in Curtin for Management and marketing..ya it related to My future job..after my study, i will go Kuching train for local police officer, then maybe will go KL THEN I WILL GO UNITED STATES OF AMERICA..cuz one of the HQ for Interpol is located at there...so i must go there to apply my job...
HEEE...hope i can serve my duty in Malaysia...Actually i like to hold guns, catch ppl, solve cases, and many many things..I LOVING IT!!
POLICE, wait for me, i am COMING..

Interpol Logo..:)

I am Back!!

2008-05-10T15:25:00.002+08:00

these few weeks really busy...so happy today not need go out or attend activities..
haha...finally i can rest on saturday le..
final exam is coming soon, and my internal mark not very good.haih..need work hard in final exam..Sometime really damn lazy wan to do revision..maybe too tire ba..
from now on, everyday need study hard le...RC de things, Campus de things, Personal de things, i hope can put aside.. concentrate on my study..luckly i got her in my life, who always "heal" me up..give me some energy..i really happy and feel harmony..haha
today just booked air ticket from MAS from Miri to KL, i will having a trip in end of june. with Accounting club..haha..this is my second times le..really exited..hee..the MAs air ticket really cheap, total i only need to pay RM120 for one trip.haha..i never used MAS before, heard that its services more better than AirAsia..Hope So...
Tml will having appreciation BBQ at my house at 9am..sorry for those people who wait so long, cuz of some of the reason and also want him to come back first. so that we all can gather up..that is the spirit i want...so Chung Liang dun blame me take my promise as joke ya...i dun like break promise..
Love u all My friends, without u all in my life, its nothing to me..

Long Time le

2008-04-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

Already long time didnt blogging le..haha..quite busy actually.
many things need to prepare and do,haih..
just finish my free week, tml need back to campus again,
attend boring lecturer, read boring books..
life always life that...haih..
these few days i watching a movie about Donald Trump..
i learn a lot from that..really..
Sometime,we dun need to explain, explain mean u are wrong, explain only make urself down. just tell the key point,straight to ur opinion.u will feel good.
think out of box, i always telling myself, i must do the right things, but not do things right. if other think u are wrong, dun explain so much, cuz result will tell everything.
Argue for urself, dun let other ppl attack or say u,u will lose in game.
Be strong!!
all the people around u not ur enemy, but they are ur teacher..
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

Tire..Busy

2008-03-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Haih...
so tire cuz of busy...wan to rest down also can a while..haha
many things need to be done..
And leave Miri soon..Dunno should happy or fan....
hope can rest down one day without any burden..
these few days feel unhappy..cuz of someone..
what that person think i really hard to understand and know it..
god..what can i do..
only can haih..
Good luck to myself with the bless.

半日游

2008-02-25T20:47:00.008+08:00

早上就很早起床了﹐8點上課。。
上完課之後﹐就去會所載AH TER。因為要準備去SIBUTI的大伯公祠拜拜﹐聽說很準。。哈哈
載了AH TER﹐就去ELEANOR 家載她﹐她也去。。就這樣﹐我們三個人出發了。。
我是那個司機。。哈哈第一次駕這麼遠的路。。去之前﹐我們到美中對面的店拿AH TER 的東西﹐然後打包了飯。。也買了一點零食﹐好在車上吃。。
在我們到SIBUTI的路上﹐AH TER 和ELEANOR 一直說﹕“JOHNNY﹐駕慢點。。”。。哈哈。。我一直駕很快﹐還好會控制的好。。呵呵。。
在車上一直吃喝﹐也聊了一些和聽音樂。。瞞不錯的﹐至少不會悶。。
大楷駕了半個鐘﹐到了BEKENU﹐我們以為還沒到SIBUTI﹐所以繼續駕﹐又過了半個鐘。。
我們發覺我們到了BATU NIAH﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗哈哈。。真的很好笑。。那SIBUTI在哪裡﹖﹖
說真的﹐我沒到過SIBUTI。。在BATU NIAH﹐我們問了一個老闆﹕“SIBUTI在哪裡﹖”
老闆說﹕“BEKENU就是SIBUTI。。”。。那時我不知道該說我很好笑還是不好笑。。
我們駕了這麼久﹐才知道駕太遠了。。哈哈。。笨啊﹗﹗﹗﹗
到了BATU NIAH﹐當然不要白來﹐就照了幾張。

看到這個牌子﹐真的很想笑。。哈哈哈哈﹗﹗﹗﹗
過後我就再駕到BEKENU。。又花了很多時間。
到BEKENU的路口﹐AH TER 的UNCLE 打來說大伯公祠在BEKENU上一點。。哈哈。。又白走了。。
轉了回頭﹐終於到了祠的路口了。。那裡的路很差﹐都是石頭。。

駕了一段路﹐終於到了﹗﹗到了﹗﹗﹗哈哈。。很開心。。
那個祠很多人﹐真的。。有的吃午餐﹐有的賭博﹐有的站﹐有的拜拜。。
我到那裡﹐就轉了一圈﹐就開始拜拜。。拿了香。。拜玩了﹐就抽籤。。
我的籤是13號﹐上中籤。。哈哈。不錯。。
籤是這樣寫﹕
“千年一寶鏡﹐光明照人影﹐
雖然未磨洗﹐依舊再整修。”
問了一下﹐才知道是大命吉﹐愛情在冬天開花﹐功課都不錯﹐只是不要改變太多﹐原來的還是好。。
哈哈﹐滿準的﹐我喜歡她的時候是在冬天。。呵呵。。

過後就啟程到BEKENU。。聽說那裡有好吃的。。
在那裡﹐AH TER 說SHU LING 的店在那裡﹐所以就到那裡喝杯茶﹐吃面。。
那個店是BEKENU最大間的了。。哈哈。。是間RESTAURANT。。
我們就點了面和水﹐也拍了幾張PIC。。

聽說那裡的嘟嘟魚很好吃﹐但我們早到了﹐所以沒點﹐下次吧﹗﹗
過後﹐我們就在那裡走一圈。。
原來那裡有ESPLANADE。。哈哈。。不錯。。

過後就會美里﹐終於到家了。很累﹐就睡了兩個鐘。。哈哈
然後就準備開會。。頭很痛﹐不舒服。。但會還是好開。。
然後就和ROZALLA 去KAMPUNG 和KETUA KAUM 見面。。
談了一下﹐就巡視了那裡了設備。。
真的累了。。8點的時候才完。。就回家了。。還好晚上沒活動了。。
忙到飯還沒吃﹐到家了﹐沒飯吃﹐也懶惰吃了。。
很想休息了。。明天還有事要處理。。HAIH。。
BB

Boat Training

2008-02-24T17:54:00.010+08:00

今天很開心﹐因為第一次開船﹐雖然是小船﹐但還是很開心。
會所買了兩艘船﹐救災用的﹐所以要練習操作。
我﹐chung,siew ping, qi ying, Rozalla, Zaiful, Mr Tan 和他女兒, Hon Seng,Ismail 都有去。
滿好玩的﹐還好沒反船﹐哈哈。。
六個人被選中去這個練習﹐也是為了下個禮拜的開幕儀式﹐
我被指定為籌備會主席﹐真的不好玩﹐因為要面對datuk partinggi, YB lee, 市長﹐政府部門高官和一些商業名人。。也不好笑。。
希望做得好。。
我駕船的時候﹐剛開始不是很順﹐但舊了就很好玩了。。哈哈。。
我也駕也快﹐哈哈。。只是停船的時候有點難﹐但還OK 啦。。
今天大家都很高興﹐因為真的很好玩﹐才玩了一下幾﹐就中午了。。嗐﹗﹗
過後就大家一起去吃午餐﹐馬來店﹐滿不錯的。。
剛會到家﹐就被姨丈叫去MEGA拿東西。。累了。。
晚上還要去拜年﹐雖然已經過了﹐但媽說他們還是要我們去。。呼呼。。
今晚要給CHUNG驚喜﹐因為明天他就老一歲了。。看他會嚇倒嗎。。。哈哈
上次我生日被他們騙﹐今晚到我了。哈哈。JONG﹐我們給他好看。。哈哈
這幾天很累了﹐好想休息﹐明天還要和SYLVESTER 去SIPUTI﹐我要駕一個小時的車程。。
希望不會太累。有時後好想放棄我的職位﹐但又捨不得﹐可能做習慣了。明年就要下台了﹐希望可以在那之前做更多事情。。
明天她就要考試了﹐加油﹐我會支持妳的。。為妳打氣。

我們拉船出來下水

出海了﹗﹗﹗

CHUNG 在船上。。
還有的在MR。TAN 那裡﹐要等他給我才POST上來。。哈哈。。

ST。JOE Junior 幫我拍的。哈哈。去任務的時候。。at KRP。

我的鼠年

2008-02-24T15:20:00.004+08:00

今年過得還不錯﹐
去了很多朋友家拜年﹐也拿了很多紅包(還小啊﹗)﹐哈哈。
每天都去朋友家open house﹐吃到肥了。
也見到了許多朋友﹐瞞開心的。
我家人也請了舞獅來﹐廉中的﹐因為我妹在那上學。
新年真的很忙﹐還有很多家沒去﹐你們不要失望噢。。。哈哈
明年再去吧﹐希望能﹐因為可能會出隊打獅﹐但我儘量安排。
過完年就要開學了﹐好想沒天都這樣﹐再好不過了。
今年也許下了心願﹐希望會實現。
鼠年快樂﹗﹗﹗﹗

Tire

2008-02-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

Really so tire liao...everyday sure got things do..but i am not boring..just feel tire only..
just back from cinema..today went out this morning from 7am till now then back..haha.great hor..
sometime think already tire with all this stuff le, but still wan to get involved, maybe still like a kid..
active is good, but i dunno i already over active or not.
many event need to prepare, want reject also need think carefully..
study, love, enjoy, happy, which 1 important???
for me, all is important, i think in all people of life, this things sure important right..
next week start class le, not very exited, my friend told me, study is a very happy things, she even ask me to take interest to study..
ya, i agree that, but i more like practical and active..haha
hope can clear all my burden before next week..try cool and rest down..
many activities goes on, orientation, training, RDS, Camp, Competition, Course, Exam............still got many..haih..
hope i can handle it well..hmm, actually happy also cuz got her care me always, so i think not so fan nao lo..haha..

moody

2008-02-16T18:40:00.001+08:00

these few days many things had happen..
i still dunno i should sad or not..unhappy?happy?put it down?
i sometime confusing..
hope it not bring many troubles to me..
it is just part of my life, nothing to worry..

Shock!

2008-02-06T02:11:00.001+08:00

yesterday when duty,
i done a really big mistake....really shock me..
that time Ambulance just back from hospital after sending victims,
then i help clean the blood in ambulance.
that time my handphone in my pocket make me uncomfortable, so i put it on the chair in ambulance..
then i concentrate on cleaning the place..
after a while, many ppl pass by and got 2 persons go into the ambulance,
i not very care about them and continue do my things..
then, i just realize that where my handphone gone..
i keep searching there, dun have on the chair..
at that moment, really scared me, that phone got many things that i need, i cant LOSS it..
i told chung, he called my phone....my heart almost jumped out, so worry....
chung told me the phone still on, so i keep search and hear the sound..
suddenly i saw Zaiful hold my phone, thankssssssssss GOD, it still here...
Zaiful helped me hold it, cuz he said too dangerous put on chair,really appreciate him.
really stupid, how can i put there just like that..haih..
not more next time le, really make me scare...

Tml is the day

2008-02-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

After many days duty at night..really tire but fun.haha..got a lot of things happen these few days..
and the time also past so slow..
the time that we waiting is coming...tml is the day..the day we say "gong xi fa cai" to each others..
New Year is coming..hope all things is new..hee..
so excited..so happy...i hope this year chinese new year can be more fun....
i will stay in Miri for few days..hope so...
Last year keep go other places.so this year can stay here and go bai nian..haha
My wish for new year:

"i hope to get all i need".haha...greedy..:P

really bad

2008-02-03T08:42:00.000+08:00

already long time be a leader, already long time be a commandant,
already long time i not so angry and do some stupid things..
already long time i manage good relationship with all the people,
already long time i smile to others without any reason,
that's what i done all the time..i really always "ren" to make sure wont hurt others..
maybe many people is right, one person cant "ren" too much, one day something will make u bad, something that make u cant "ren" anymore. i always try to cool down and think carefully before i do my action, but yesterday all this gone...
i blow up my feeling, i really cant "ren" anymore, i know for others it is just a small case or it just the guy dunno anythings then simply ask me that kind of things..
but he already adult, i think he also need to know what he should ask and should not.
he ever not involved in this case or consider as outsider.
he rude up my leadership, he rude up my committee, he rude up what i had done.
i don't think my leadership and committee got problem, i think all is under control and reasonable.
if wanna give some idea or ask some simple question, i am free for that, but he really ask too much and say too much. what he know? did he think he ever can do better than me? if he think he can do better than me, y dun he go organize this activities?talk crap there.
i think this is first time and last time le..i wont let this happen again..he will "die" under my hand if happen again..

Going to Selangor....

2008-01-23T15:15:00.001+08:00

today went to HQ, summit the form for going to selangor..
attend the national volunteer camp held by national HQ.
this will be a fun trip..but before that, hope can be chosen by the branch..
RC really gave me so much of knowledge not only in first aid,
but in leadership, communication skill and others..
hope after this trip, me can upgrade myself..hee..
the trip is on 3 march to 6 of march..
that time will be school day, but not worry, ask permission for one week think is ok..
but think university wont care u got go for class or not..haha..
but that time will be week2, so not big problem..hee...some of the lecture just started their teaching..
today a bit sick, throat not very well...pain..haih...my both hand hard to move much..damn!
just waked up from slept, haih..already 5..get ready to do revision and homework le..bb.

tire..

2008-01-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

today really a tire day.haha..
after school straight away go to friend house take movie..
take my favorite movie ever, Detective Conan, the real person de..
haha...so great..waiting so long le..
after that around 4pm go swimming with at ter..
i just swim five rounds then finish le..haha.
not really till 1 hour..
guest what..after that we go GYM..lol
still got energy do at there..haha.
today quite well, met wong there.
he teached us the step and how to start..
then we do it..
really damn heavy and hard..tire..
haih..
we at there for 1 hour plus..then back le..
on the way back, really hard to drive..cuz hand not power le.
haha...hope tml not bad as that..
just reached home, heard dad angry there..really fucking asshole..
but luckly not angry me, if not, we both sure quarrel..haha..
the person i ever hate in my life..always unhappy then start angry there..ur business is ur business. dun ever mix it to this happy family, u almost rude it up..
really dunno how to do a man..not meaning..

The day

2008-01-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, around 9am...here they come, set up the bouncer for today's event..haha..
i was there and had took some photos..great for me.

before it blow up..the workers pull it out.after air go in, it's up..
it became bigger..

here it complete....can see who is in the picture??..haha...this year's theme...

another bouncer....this also great if u inside with the shampoo..haha..
after all set up, i go up to the house prepare the sushi and some other things..cuz many things were done by restaurant, so we just need prepare other extra..

before and after....haha..the sushi..

around 3pm, my birthday boy's friends came to the party..haha..actually it got 2 time, 1 time is for the children, and 1 time is for adult at night..haha..really fun..the chilren really so cute, they just arrived there, straight away change their cloth and go into the bouncer...haha...

those kid..haha...really playful.
they play untill 4.30pm then rest down, take their meal...haha...after they play, they really damn hungry..haha..

my cousin(the t-shirt in red and white) and his best friend with the two cake..both ice cream cake o for both sections..haha..

one of my friend who just met, ling jing, she got 6 fingers for each hand and leg.mean she got 24 fingers..haha..and believe it, both her extra fingers on her hand can move de, she can sense it..cool....she made it to me..really supprise me..this pic i didnt close to her because whole her body was wet..and me is clean..haha.

this year i had met with my old friends and also know many new friends...hee..really miss them especially those old friends, cuz not always met them..hope next year can meet them in party..
the most happiest memory for this trip was i met with her again.she is 13 years old and also my old friend and we only will met when this party open..haha..like "niu lang and zhi nu"..haha..once in a year..we both always kacau each other and i am the one always make her "bet ta han".haha.this time also kacau her, but she really bad, spoil the water to me.but we both had fun lo..last time we got feeling to each other but we choose not together lo..cuz it will hurt both of us..

hope next year will coming soon...really miss this party...

I am Back...from Brunei..

2008-01-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

It was a happy trip for this year...haha...many things happen at there...
On friday evening i had reached Brunei, then i rest down, then go SHOPPING!!.this is wat i done all the time..
at the night, back to home, i mean Brunei de Home, then start doing our stuff for tml party.hee..
around 9pm, i helping my cousin prepare for sushi..haha..i baked the egg..it look bad hor..then we cut the cucumber, mix the meat, then others..it is so happy and tire..
Around 12midnight, after finish all, haha, happy time..i went out for my supper with my another group of cousin and friends..and this is what we done all the time when i went to Brunei..These peoples are my uncle's staff.cuz they finish their working at 12, so we only can out after that..
at that time, we go out eat Nasi Katok, a food where Malaysia dun have, only in Brunei..i love the food..this time didnt took down the picture of it cuz that time we so hungry le..haha..

this is teh tarik pen XL, it is really large..can drink by two person, but me one person can finish all..haha..

after that we ate finish, we went to the place which had decorated for tml party.

here the place for the party..haha..

i slept at 3am...haha...fun and tire day..playing games with my cousin..hee..

the front page of my cousin birthday party card invitation.

and its content...hee..

going to Brunei today!!

2008-01-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

annual trip to Brunei...
haha..actually everytime go Brunei but this trip different.
every year January sure will go brunei to attend a party..
Tml will be my lovely cousin birthday..haha..
as usual, go there attend party and play games.
many people will come and enjoy it..hee
i so excited play the bouncer..
hmm..how to say ner..it is a building or a thing blow up with air and we put water inside.
then we go inside play with water lo..it's really fun..
this year theme is Mr. Bean..yeah..the biggest ever..
after tml i post some picture of it..hee..
now need go prepare le..cya..

today better....abit..

2008-01-17T10:57:00.001+08:00

after one night sweet dream, today became better le..haha.
just still feel a bit unwell..but better than became worst..
yesterday suppose to take medicine,
but not even one medicine suitable to me.haih..
today not class, but had to finish some work.
that's my plan,
morning do homework, evening do RC work, then go swimming..
haha..think will finish in time..
long time not swimming le, hope still got energy to swim..
this morning went to "old man street" having my breakfast..
haha...really got a lot of old people there..
some of them play chinese chess, some of them chatting there,
most of them even smoking!!really not good to health.
hope my life wont like that when i old...haha...
but who know what will happen in future..

sick jor....

2008-01-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

today really a bad day to me.my ill became worst liao..haih..
headache, fever, cough, all come together...really damn..
today became examiner, feel sleepy but still need to give marks.
only hear what they said and see what they do.
i just sit there only, really lazy to move le..
luckily i still can a bit concentrate on the them..
go to class, cant concentrate what lec say, just copy and do the question.
but god love me, the class end after one hour..haha...
come back home straight away sleep for 3 hours..
quite a nice nap..
my mum dunno i am sick, still ask me do this and that,
i only reply one word, busy...
lazy to hiu her liao..haih..
hope my ill will leave me soon. i am not the right person to follow with...haha..
now many things still under progress, need energy to done that..
haih.....

First time became leader in Mock Exercise.

2008-01-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

it was really great for me..i was so happy..and i also done it well...
before the day, i was so unconfident, i dunno can done it well or not..
actually this is my first time join mock exercise and at the same time became team leader..
haha...look funny right..so fast already do the post..havent walk already want jump.
on the day of mock exercise, it took place at Grand Palace Hotel, my team got 9 members include me..
luckly i had my own system to divide the team and all my members cooperate with me.
we been pujuk by bomba...that's was very good..
even thought i not show in face when been pujuk, but in my heart, haha...damn happy.

that is Zaiful and Me.

that's our team..:P

I am Bak

2008-01-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

i am back...to my heart...long time leave it alone..
it mean's that i also leave my love..
some people said that not heart, not love.haha.
dunno is true or not..
these few days i was quite happy even thought got some bad things happen.
i met with a girl..
now not sure is love or not..
but one day i will know..
She is a girl who are active, good, pretty, not very good in care people but sometime care..
i was happy when play sms with her..
i told her some of my things, she also do the same things..
actually it's been a long time i know abt her, just not very familiar with her..hee
Now i like to care and play sms with her,but she not my gf ya..haha..
in my situation now, i dun wan to have gf, just single better.
hope my relationship with her will last longer lo...
God bless..

did i need to start it?

2007-12-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

these few days i keep thinking about one problem..
actually is not a big problem but it effect my life.
.but what should i do?
did i need to make a decision on this?
or i just annoy it?
already long time not having this type of problem.
haih....i think i would solve it before it make me crazy..

Thanks to all my friends..

2007-11-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

Me finally turning 19 years old..dunno should happy became adult or sad became older..haih..
anyway, thanks for my friends who accompany me for my birthday..
i very appreciate it and hope we all happy together..
abt my wish, hee...."it is a secret"..if i told out, then "no meaning" le..haha

One Day at Lambir

2007-11-05T09:24:00.000+08:00

That day i went for duty at Lambir National Park. Lot of Fun at there and also lot of boring feeling. the event started at 2pm, but we arrived there around 9.30am. Sit and walk there for 4 hours..Haih...really like a stupid guy who dunno what he is doing..Hee..that day there got a Camp for Institute Penguruan. see what i done at there..haha.

See what is on my background..

This is my lunch, nasi goreng special. it cost RM4.50..XD

the campers..full in uniform..so smart..

MRC member, PIW(People In White).

Me wearing the Vest.. :)

What a Bad Day!

2007-11-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to take my photo where i need it for my passport photo. Actually my Passport had expired and need renew. After i took it and wait for photo, i shock witht the result.

ah!!this not for passport photo. haih..that time they were rushing, so that asked me came back tml.but i need it today!so nevermind, i paid it.

then later i went to another studio, and took one more photo..Ha ha, finally i got what i want.

i paid two times and go for two times just for one result, what a bad day.

SOooo Funny

2007-10-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

These few days so many activities.Feel tire le..Many Party, BBQ, shopping, watch movie, and others..huh. also met with many old friends.so happy...:)

Hope next time can meet again..SURE CAN!!

This is the video i took from Youtube..so funny and the man is great in rap..cool!!
My first time writes in English..hee..tire le..want go to bed and have my FUNNY dream..haha

Enjoy ya.

轻松的感觉

2007-10-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

太久没有写网络日记了，太忙于功课。
但是已经忙完了，真开心，真轻松。
现在感觉到轻松的感觉真好，好想好好的休息，
但是想到要考试了，又要头大。
没办法，人生就是这样，许多考验，
考验能然人成长，也许是件好事。
我要积极一点，不能遇到挫折就倒下，要懂得站起来。
祝我成功吧！！
我一定行！！

停电

2007-09-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

停电的夜晚,
周围变得很平静,
我的心也跟着平静,
仿佛在一个没有人的地方,
没有嘈杂声,只见邻居们个个在门外乘凉,
长辈们也个个谈起话来,
这样的情况,有好有坏,
真的不能判断.
这时候,我也想起一首歌,"停电".
当电来了,一切也回到原点.

闪亮的星星

2007-09-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

闪亮的星星，实现我们的梦想。当我看到这个星星的时候，我感觉到我的梦想有了希望。我许下的愿望可以实现。我买了一颗给了我的哥哥，希望可以给他一个梦想。我也买了一个给我的朋友，希望她的愿望可以实现。

百忙中抽闲

2007-09-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

太多的功课，太多的压力，让我喘不过气。。
真的很累，累得忘记什么是累。好几天没好好的睡了。
每天不是没有睡，就是早上才躺在床上。
闭上眼，就不想再张开了。。
好不容易有时间休息，却又想到还有事没完成。。
我的心情糟透了，只好写下来。。
每天不是做这个，就是要做那个。好烦，好烦。。
每天晚上，只能喝COFFEE提神，喝到完了都不知道。。
再这样下去，真的是不知道该如何是好.
好了,该做事情了,不然....完了!